Funny how things just explode around you when you’re not taking any notice. Being away means I’ve been absent from a lot of the drama that tends to surround me, even when it’s not directly my drama. I just get caught up in it.Its hard not getting involved when its family and friends, I’ve been the listening ear tending to their thoughts. They’re fighting and fucking each other over, forgetting that they were friends. Close friends. Now it’s all fucked. People are hurt. Doesn’t seem right.
I’m surprised most especially in you. It’s not the first time either. It’s quite hypocritical really, preaching about being true to yourself and standing by your ‘true’ friends. It seems you’ve lost your focus again. It’s shared responsibility, you can’t let them think it was all his fault. You knew just as much as he did that it should not of happened. But you let it. Don’t start feeling sorry for yourself.